Enough is Enough | To Take Root
I find myself in unfamiliar territory. I am being led. Not in the bedroom. Not in a scene. Not in power exchange. Not in a relationship. While He does lead me in all those areas, I have some experience and understanding in those and can manage (on most days) to follow without stumbling or making an ass of myself. On rare occasions, I might even succeed with some measure of grace. The unfamiliar territory I'm talking about is plain old Real Life— where no one has dared try to lead me for decades. For better or worse that was never what partners and I was doin. As a young adult I pulled up my roots and fearlessly (maybe even foolishly at times) set off to explore new places and new opportunities. Depending on how one may choose to count, I've lived three - seven very different adult lives so far in this lifetime, different places, different people, different partners or solo, different energy, goals, missions. Never once did my roots take hold in those soils. To be fair