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Enough is Enough | To Take Root

I find myself in unfamiliar territory.  I am being led.   Not in the bedroom. Not in a scene. Not in power exchange. Not in a relationship. While He does lead me in all those areas, I have some experience and understanding in those and can manage (on most days) to follow without stumbling or making an ass of myself.  On rare occasions, I might even succeed with some measure of grace.  The unfamiliar territory I'm talking about is plain old Real Life— where no one has dared try to lead me for decades.  For better or worse that was never what partners and I was doin. As a young adult I pulled up my roots and fearlessly (maybe even foolishly at times) set off to explore new places and new opportunities.  Depending on how one may choose to count, I've lived three - seven very different adult lives so far in this lifetime, different places, different people, different partners or solo, different energy, goals, missions.  Never once did my roots take hold in those soils.   To be fair

Come To Me

When demands exceed limits. And life’s pressures take their toll. When You are ready to crumble. Against Your battle with endless chaos. Come to me. Your sacred whore. Our ritual will heal You. Expel Your Demons. Strengthen Your resolve. In me you will find Your peace and solace. Come to me. Your sacred whore. Transfer Your agony to me. Deliver it to my willing body. I will absorb Your pain and frustrations. My whimpers, moans, and cries will ease your burden. Come to me. Your sacred whore. Confess at my plump breasts. Worship the Divine at my round soft ass. Do penance between my pale spread thighs. Sink into my hot wet Heaven. Come to me. Your sacred whore. Close Your eyes and simply pray. Pray. Pray. Feel where Heaven and Earth collide in us. Come to me. Your sacred whore.  I will cleanse Your soul.  And You back together to face the world. ~DominaKat

A Friend In Need - Part II

In case you missed Part I He said something to His friend and ended the call, tossing the phone on the bed. He shifted my head around before His palm connected sharply with my cheek. "You are my whore, and I want you to please my friend. Do you understand?" Still on my knees with one hand on His rock hard dick, I tried to focus. "Do you understand?" "Yes, Sir. Do you want me to just suck him?" He let go of my hair, stepped back, and assessed me. After a long minute, He answered. "I won't be able to stay. You know that, but I want you to suck and fuck him, so he can face the world again. He's stressed. You are to put him back together. Do you understand now?" I met His stare without hesitation, resting both hands on my knees. "Yes, Sir." "What turns me on?" "Obedience, Sir. " "Exactly, and what are you going to do?" "I'm going to suck and fuck your friend for as long as i

A Friend In Need - Part I

I knew we wouldn't have long, but my only goal was to give Him a small sliver of peace and calm. I hadn't felt well earlier, and He'd had a brutal day. When He called to tell me He was on His way to pick me up to take me to Stamford, the tension I'd felt all day began to recede. After a long fight with city traffic, we finally laid in bed. For over an hour we talked in hushed voices about important things and the little, content to just be. My hands ran over my Lion in constant slow soothing strokes. Eventually the tension faded a bit from His voice, His face, His motions. That's all I wanted. All I needed. I'd brought Him back from the frustrating place He'd been battling with every day since He'd last seen me. When His phone began to buzz incessantly with a call, He got up to check in case it was important. With a polite but unnecessary apology to me, He answered and immediately the melody of His native tongue sang in my ears. ~sigh~ I perched

First Tests - Part III

Part I Part II He'd had me on display and at the receiving end of the flogger for hours. However, the best part of the night was yet to come and simply happened organically in the middle of everything. ~sigh~ After letting me fly high through masochist bliss, He'd eventually eased me down once I'd peaked and let others have the equipment. Wanting to give me a break, He walked me away from the equipment through the dim maze and had me rest in a simple table chair against the wall of a busy juncture toward the middle of the venue. I was buzzing. Hard. From...everything. Him. His touch, kisses, presence. Him. The energy of being on display. Him. The divine pain and pleasure as He inflicted on my eager pale ass. Him. Him. Him. Everything came back to Him. He seemed to tower above me as I sat. I craved His heat and open my legs, so He could stand between them and be that much closer to me. I couldn't get enough. My hands caressed His steady thighs. Unable to res

First Tests - Part II

Part I (In case you missed it.) For almost two hours He fed my masochist in increments. We'd find a play area, watch others for a few minutes, and then He'd set me up to be displayed and flogged. With each session more people filled the club. Every piece of equipment had longer and longer lines of kinksters waiting to play. Every couple had a larger and larger audience. But most of all...with each session He pushed me a little harder. We were in one of the bigger rooms. Several different couples were engaged in various S/m activities. An older man flogged an older woman in the corner outside the prison cell where sounds of flesh being struck occasionally echoed into the larger space. A woman lightly flogged a younger male as he leaned over a leather bound sawhorse. A naked male stood unmoving seemingly abandoned in the corner with his cock caged and a hood masking all but his eyes, nose, and mouth. Another couple engaged on the single sized wood bed frame sans mattre

First Tests - Part I

Down. Down. Down. The industrial sparse warehouse-feel offered no cushion for the easily intimidated. The harsh walls and uncarpeted stairs seemed to grab ahold and strip you of your vanilla masks the further you walked down to the club's interior entrance. Down. Down. Down. Toward one the Devil's many earth-bound lairs hidden in the city, Paddles. Every stair step lowered us closer toward the what would be my truth, His, and Ours. After years of waiting, I'd finally know if some of what I'd always suspected about myself was real. We'd both know if this was truly a beginning of a long exploration or just a short thrill ride. Neither of us seemed to hold any doubt, but as the saying goes...Action speaks louder than words. Words alone are nothing more than empty promises and more often than not mirages of misdirection. With my head high, clad in four-inch heels (Yes, that made me 6' 3" lol), fishnet suspenders, and a very short dress with a

A Pause in My Journey

My journey over the last twelve months began with much quiet introspection as I packed up the pieces I had accumulated from the last long arduous road I'd traversed and cleansed my mind, body, and soul in preparation for my new path.  I didn't rush myself.  I took the time to recover.  I let go of my pain and my anger, so that my next steps would be sure, precise, and confident in 2017. I have been soooooo blessed this year.  Every step has been met with overall positive experiences.  Of course I've occasionally stepped in muck or stumbled or needed to climb an obstacle in the road or found myself shoo'ing away a skunk, but none of those moments have taken away from all that I've learned and experienced or the AMAZING people I've met and grown fond of on my journey.  The people...they have been the richest most rewarding aspect, and I am grateful for every moment they have shared with me.  However, it is time to pause for a moment and take stock of how fa