The 9 Service Languages | Intensive Session Wrap Up Thoughts

On Sunday, I wrapped up my first small group FULL INTENSIVE workshop that spanned 6+ hours over the course of 2 days. Anyone who has sat through my Intro class knows, The 9 Service Languages is a fucking BIG IDEA! When I first launched my class, I naively believed it could be tackled in a typical 90-minute or 2-hour session. I quickly learned that was impossible and that few platforms (cons, orgs, mtgs) had the ability to hold space for me and attendees to get DEEP in the weeds of WIITWD as it relates to Service. I am PROFOUNDLY HONORED that @S-O-C—the Service Oriented Conference—reached out to me earlier this year to be a part of their inaugural Intensive Program. They were the perfect partner with the perfect target audience for an Intensive of The 9 Service Languages of Authority Transfer Relationships/Dynamics. The session allowed me to work with a small group as we got our hands dirty, dissecting where, when, how, and why we do Service and considered ways to adjust, tweak, evol...

What Will Be

Without hesitation, He sweeps aside every challenge with a clear decisiveness I've rarely seen, and my Lioness purrs.

That Man knows what He wants.

He wants me.

I think it may have taken an hour - if that - for Him to decide.

No bullshit.  No needless games.  No coward.  He laid it out unequivocally.

I should say I was shocked or stunned or in awe, but I can't.  For reasons I can't explain only feel, instead all I can say is the rightness of Him and His decision simply settled into my bones.

Yes.
Him.
This.

I don't know if He knew or felt it, but that was my first act of submission.  My full acceptance that His decision was genuine.  There was no tug of doubt in my heart, mind, or body.  He wanted me.

Yet, understanding the complications of life and the impulsiveness of desire, the grown woman in me held steady to see what would be. Would this beautiful Lion disappear into the night once He boarded His train? Would He run when He understood how complicated the Lioness to be? Or would He hunt Her for His Own and show her the strength of an Alpha Male?

He hasn't disappeared. He damn sure didn't run.  In fact He stepped forward firmly toward me, and I in turn followed His lead.

Yes.
Him.
This.

So I wait. I watch. I feel.

To see what will be.

I let myself experience only what He desires to show me because I have no appetite for a mirage, silly dreams, or false promises. I seek only the truth of a Man and refuse to let myself run beyond what is in front of me. Every time I have...none could keep pace, so I've learned my lesson well. A Lion that chooses not to lead is not the One I need to try to follow.

This Lion hasn't left me standing still nor lost sight of His prey.

Yes.
Him.
This.

My gaze sharpens.
My respect grows.
My faith builds.

The rightness of it all continues to sink deeper and deeper...to the gate of my soul, and I wonder...just what this will be? 

Where will This Lion lead me?
~DominaKat

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