In Tatters

I knelt at His feet in the utter mess I’d made. My struggle to succeed was stark. No one had ever seen me so disheveled…in such embarrassing circumstances. As He cleaned me up for the second time two minutes, I looked up to meet His steady gaze and tried to gauge his reaction. Disgust at another disastrous, completely unimpressive act of service? Frustrated at my inability to get it together? Sadistically amused at another ridiculous unglamorous predicament I’d once again found myself in? I knew he was taking in every fucking minute detail of the wreck before Him and squirreling it away in the vault of His mind, but what did He feel? His stoic expression offered me no hint. Without comment He stood firm in front of me. Fuckin unwavering. He hadn’t walked away. He hadn’t stepped back. I swear He may have even leaned in. As soon as I’d semi-collected myself, I began my third attempt even as I tried in vain to push the remaining proof of my ineptitude out of view, hoping it would simply

Job Description v1 - DRAFT

My Sherpa, Clark, is a fantastic sherpa.  Seriously, he's one of very few people in my entire life that actually challenges me and makes me step up my intellectual game.  I'm truly blessed to have met him on my journey.

Clark asked me about ten days ago, now that I'm owned, essentially what my job description was as K's property.  I don't even remember what my initial reply was, but every time Clark starts a sentence with, "Domina..." I already know I missed the mark and am about to get my intellectual ass smacked.  "Domina..." led sentences continued for the next several minutes as it took me a few tries to come at my answer from the right direction.  Even then I wasn't satisfied.  It wasn't enough...not nearly enough.  I've continued to contemplate since...



Position as K's Property's v1 - DRAFT 

Summary
To be His strong fierce lioness willing and able to follow the Lion that He is without question and to serve in whatever capacity He desires.

Job Description
  • To be K's calm, peaceful shelter in life.
    Most might look sideways at this first duty considering all the delicious naughtiness that often takes precedence within the lifestyle, but I have a lot more to offer than just a fat ass and a greedy mouth.  From the beginning, K made sure I understood He wanted more than just the obvious with me.  As I gain a stronger deeper understanding of Him, my respect for Him continues grow in learning all that He does and gives, so being His shelter will hopefully become my greatest achievement.

    Life isn't always a storm, but the demands, pulls, expectations, responsibilities that fill our days slowly wear on even the best of us.  I want to be the one place in His life where He can momentarily shed all of His other roles and pressures and simply be a Man able to relax and enjoy the various moments we have together.  Truth...I love Him.  More and more every day.  And I will do everything in my power to be a blessing and a joy in His life.
      
  • To be the best I can be at whatever I do.
    K has made this a priority almost from the beginning.  He loves and admires all of my talents.  Many have.  The difference with K is His absolute unselfish desire, support, and encouragement that I reach for more and take myself to the next level.  He doesn't forget.  He doesn't ignore.  He isn't careless.  He wants me to reach further.  Other than my closest family members, I've never had that level of backing or interest in what I do.  That He is willing to give thought and offer to do whatever He can to uplift me humbles me to my core.  I refuse to take that precious gift for granted, so I am actively planning my next steps.
     
  • To be K's personal private (lol yes, that adjective is entirely for His subjective interpretation) obedient masochistic whore.
    Mmmmmm...fuck yes.  My job is to inspire, please, and sate the Man, the Master, the Sadist, His Dark Wicked Hungry Beast whenever wherever however He choses.  He's already run His lioness further and longer than I've ever gone and promises to lead me to new heights that will fully embrace my darkest traits and desires.  He wakes my own wicked, hungry, sinful beast.  ~sigh~  Yes, this Man will likely strip me down to my soul and uncover everything I've ever hidden from others or denied myself.  The thought leaves me breathless, but I willingly follow my strong fierce capable Lion through our beautiful exciting journey through the dark. 
Required Skills
  • Obedient
  • Intelligent
  • Mature
  • Discreet as necessary
  • Self-awareness
  • Self-control
  • Self-starter
  • Strong communication skills both verbal and written
  • Patient
  • Observant
  • Open
  • Honest
  • Ability to be a whore on demand
Duties 
As assigned or directed by Owner.


This is only my first draft of pulling all my thoughts together over the course of the last week.  It represents many, many conversations I've had with Him, but the task and process of putting our various discussions together in a concise format helps clarify for me my direction, my purpose, and my duties as His property.  I have no doubt this is only a starting point, and that given the opportunity, my job description will continue to evolve and expand.  I look so very forward to fulfilling and exceeding my duties to my Owner.

Thank you, Clark, for your question!
~DominaKat

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