The 9 Service Languages | Intensive Session Wrap Up Thoughts

On Sunday, I wrapped up my first small group FULL INTENSIVE workshop that spanned 6+ hours over the course of 2 days. Anyone who has sat through my Intro class knows, The 9 Service Languages is a fucking BIG IDEA! When I first launched my class, I naively believed it could be tackled in a typical 90-minute or 2-hour session. I quickly learned that was impossible and that few platforms (cons, orgs, mtgs) had the ability to hold space for me and attendees to get DEEP in the weeds of WIITWD as it relates to Service. I am PROFOUNDLY HONORED that @S-O-C—the Service Oriented Conference—reached out to me earlier this year to be a part of their inaugural Intensive Program. They were the perfect partner with the perfect target audience for an Intensive of The 9 Service Languages of Authority Transfer Relationships/Dynamics. The session allowed me to work with a small group as we got our hands dirty, dissecting where, when, how, and why we do Service and considered ways to adjust, tweak, evol...

A Lioness’ Surrender

I don’t know what happened.
I don’t know why.

Just...

The urge...
The desire...
The instinct...
The need...

Was simply there.

Surrounded by the quiet.
With no words between us.
In the last bit of time we had in the day...

I surrendered.

To Him.
To us.
To my submission.

I slipped from His warm embrace
and curled on the floor at my Owner’s feet.

Slowly...
So slowly...

I let go.

Of what I don’t know.
My self control?
My pride?
My ego?
The last defenses around my heart?
My...???

I don’t know.
I don’t know.

He knew.

This was no little moment.
No casual act.

His hand stroked me.
His whispered “good girl” became my everything.

After long moments.
Tears fell.
Sprung from everywhere and nowhere.
They licked the hem of His jeans and bled into the tiny ridges in His sock.

My sniffles and quiet sobs...
Gave away my soul.

I’m left both shattered and whole.
At perfect peace and every seam undone.

I didn’t seek this.
I wasn’t reaching for it.

To have resisted...
Would not have been authentic.
Would not have been my truth.

I...
Don’t know what to do now.
I...
Don’t know what I need now.

Stillness feels right.

That’s all I can find.
My words offer none of my usual solace.

So I pause.
I consider.
And I surrender to the knowledge.
That my Lioness finally bowed to her Alpha. 
~DominaKat

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