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Reverence of The Marks & Symbols of Ownership

I spoke of Faith. Now…I’ll kneel to Reverence. Our first date. I stood calmly in His bedroom. Still. Waiting. A lioness’ instinctive understanding short-circuited my usual primal sexual aggression. I knew this man before I knew Him. Though desire and need raged through my veins, my lioness lowered her head in acquiescence to a Power she had known before time began and been searching for this entire lifetime. I waited. Utterly defenseless. To see how He would move. To see what He would want of me. To see which direction He would Lead us. He shifted behind me in the dim light. His first touch. A bold unmistakable Claim. With a deliberate slowness that seemed to last eternity, His fingers dug into my biceps as His teeth sank into my tender flesh where neck meets shoulder. My body gave into His strength. My mind let go of logic. My heart and soul gratefully surrendered to His Demand. I will always feel the echoes of the Marks He gave me in that moment. That was only the beginning. With ...

A Moment of Reflections

So long ago...      Acceptance in the finality.      Seeds planted in fertile soil.     Hyper-compressed changes and maturity that forever altered what would be. I look back.  The girl that was somehow became the woman that is.  Nothing was planned nor expected, yet each phase flowed into the next with the ebb and flow of pain and joy and sorrow and lust and tears and love of life.   All those choices made to not remain the same.  Lessons learned.  Truths discovered.  Irretractable evolution wrought. So much and so little remain, and everything between then and now is impossible to capture—except in the prism of reality that is today. The moonlight filters through a million memories, sparking their vivid playback.  The pieces of a complicated puzzle that none have witnessed the full assembly have become unexplainable mysteries abandoned for the moment that is now.  In a life so full of twists and turns ...