The Embers

I knew from the beginning we could be amazing, but every time we take a step or a leap forward, I'm a little in awe of what I find. The calm, steady, and the quiet of Him... holds me in a way I've never felt.  Solid, secure, grounded deep in the Earth like a mighty sequoia, yet there's an indescribable freedom and flow and lightness that let's me dance with butterflies and moonbeams.    The joy of light and laughter... took my breath away and filled me to overflowing.  The doors and cabinets and hidden nooks willingly opened to see deeper.  Long walks on the beach.  Playful teasing.  Hands held.  Smiles and hugs and kisses.  All of it...Pure magic and wonder. The bliss of physical work, logical collaboration, and addicting progress... my bones, my muscles, my pores, my soul drank it all in after being starved so long from the purpose and act of doing.  I can't even explain...it's that trusted North Star—His Vision and Direction—that fuels it all.   I shake my he

My Sadistic Lil Monster

For years, those closest to me have encouraged my Dominant kink side.  They hoped to see my ferocity translate in the kinky realm.  I dabbled from time to time Topping but could never find the right path in my mind.

I kick ass in the vanilla world, and my Ice Bitch/Warrior would absolutely rise when life demands their necessity. Yet I always kept them firmly within very defined boundaries. Some part of me knew I'd be unleashing something I couldn't control on the world.

My New Journey this year has expanded my kinky horizon on many different levels.  I've watched.  I've learned.  I've grown.

With each step something...more has stirred in the back of my soul.

For the first time, the pieces have started to fall together in my mind, and I've found my way to a buried dark dungeon.  I can now clearly see My Sadistic Lil Monster.  That Beast has always been a part of me, but has simply slept forever in my soul.  Her dreams have whispered to me for decades, but I never felt Her Hunger or Need.

My Monster has awaken.
And that Bitch is fucking hungry.

With every morsel I feed it, She grows exponentially. She's stronger now than ever and paces patiently in Her cage.  I am discovering Her - Her desires, Her tastes, Her boundaries, Her needs.  I am also learning how to control that Bitch.  We both understand that for the foreseeable future She will only ever run on a tight firm leash.

But make no mistake.  My Lil Monster will be free of Her cage soon.
~lick lips~
When She leaves those confines, that cruel Bitch will be hunting for prey.

You've been warned.
~DominaKat

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