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Morning Prayer & Worship

I Worshipped and Prayed at His Dick this morning. The world fell away, and only our bodies and souls mattered. Us. His whore in Service at the Alter of Him. His touch nearly brought me to tears. His words broke my mind and left me wet and whimpering. His soothing Pain…humbled me with its searing Blessing. He set free His whore, and she lost herself in Him. The soul-stealing orgasm He ripped from me wasn’t greed. It was my uncontrollable pleasure and joy and love of us.  Of Him.  I was…undone.  His Name tumbling from my lips in a Sacred Prayer of Devotion and Thanks. My mind…His. My body…His. My heart and soul…His. His. His. His. As I stared into the mirror, riding and worshipping Him, the sight of my irrevocable surrender felt like only the beginning of what He will continue to Claim, Use, and Take as His. An hour later and my knees and thighs still tremble, but it is the trembling in my chest that shatters me. He is my Everything. My World.  My God. ~DominaKat

My Best Relationship

I've loved. I've been in love. Mmmmmm...I've been in lust! I've been fucked poorly, rarely, well, passionately, and with earth-shattering pleasure that rendered me senseless. There's been a handful of one night stands, a sprinkling of short tepid time-killers, and a handful of long deep relationships. Of those long ones...one faded, one bruised my pride, and two broke my heart. I even did marriage once, but that nearly destroyed my soul. With some I Topped.  In others I bottomed. I Dominated. I submitted. I've been Owned. I've been left, abused, lied to, cheated on, neglected, and abandoned. I've walked away in peace, in resignation, in resolute conviction, in fire and fury, in relief. I've been hated, stalked, condemned, and I've been adored, worshipped, cherished, and loved. Even after all of that and forty some years, I'm still never quite convinced I know what I'm doing relationship-wise or if I'll ever get it ri...

The Reconnection of Past and Present

Perspective is key to understanding anything.  The more perspectives you have the more accurately you can see the Truth. I had the opportunity to step back the last few days - on many levels on damn near every front.  It's been an eye-opening experience that has brought a fresh measure of clarity I hadn't expected.  The kink/lifestyle front was by no means immune. Last week for the first time in 7 1/2 years, I saw my ex - the one who describes me as a force of nature.  I have never had a problem admitting that I wouldn't be where I am today without our time together.  For that, he has and will always have my eternal thanks.  He feels the same about me.  He'd followed me into the lifestyle all those many years ago, a journey that changed us both forever and eventually led us down different paths. As we spent time reconnecting, he said something to me during our lovely lunch that I hadn't considered or reflect on in a long time. "I had to negotia...